When I find a name on the list of millions of their own, the first one is the thought of the idea: Joe see? Her to make me happy? Sorry for me or not can be admitted to better schools? I then anxious to find the name of Joe, no, I sighed for her sad, but also can not help ignite the slightest hope: Joe not admitted, will be looked down on her boyfriend and get rid of it? That may be, she will come back to me.
the whole summer, I rely on this illusion, support me and my mom lives all day long at the grocery store as opposed to jealousy with long ruffles.
I have sixteen, hot day of thin clothing white shirts even with the dawn, after all, not the chest Yanzhe embarrassing facts, then arch shoulder hump day, hoping to make it appear less conspicuous; lower body like the armpits and smoke like a root sprout curly black hair, like a section of twisted flesh on the black maggots turn drill competition in the food, I scraped with a blade dirty disgusting maggots, just a few days, the capillary holes bored in the summer also deemed green beans under the bed, overnight prominence prominent irregular twisting a section of fine shoot, and like shoveling endless weeds, net of filth is not clear, I Tonge to want to dirty body and soul stripping, but the soul and the body can not tear the pain, just let me sit and helplessly watched the body being take what I do not know, manipulated into a monster I can not imagine. Mom's eyes casually drifted across my chest when I look back and floating dock, I subconsciously crossed his hands, casually asked if the sentence: Mother to look back, down the gravel pick the Miri, pretending to faint but could hear the words in the taboo and embarrassment: back to what can only play the fool, head down, as do bad things is like taking it every spot, shame. My mom is still not Zhengyan Qiao, hand screen-meter over the net to push the past aside, as if she had just asked if only a sentence inadvertently dispensable, did not have the answer, I secretly look fine, and that mom on the surface it would seem like nothing to do with something in the calculations, I ventured to suffer in the past to screen off the broken rope up and out to feed the chickens, mom is still not more words. I looked at the chickens in the yard for just a peck, loose a big sigh of relief, that strange old mother pay attention to their own interest me, but she told me Shaolu care, I was far too uncomfortable to want to escape.
next morning I wipe Mama in the store, Mom came back from the vegetable market and handed me a packet, specially wrapped in newspaper: . She is the mother before I just children; she last said A mother should not talk about the kind of dubious to say. And the mother is not common to keep a secret so secret, no can narrow the distance between each other, and even a kind of cold
polite, because I was afraid, afraid that they are afraid of his mother, afraid of us as achievements of the fact that a woman will be the same fate.
a hot summer vacation Ding Fei things will soon evaporate in the afternoon, Grandma scorching sun, carrying the two species of sponge gourd hanging her tan in the scouring pads to see us, Mom is not with relatives exchanges, so our house is not a child with the uncle, aunt, grandmother pro, but I kind of like Grandma, because she did not reveal Zhang a sunken mouth two teeth smile said I: legs, water Dangdang, but Baofu looks, well! I was asked to read the blessing you add more life. righteousness, feet like a white heron home Daibu Zhu. I have nothing to rely on grandmothers sitting around, listening to her praise me: water, no road it! I give up and said: your uncle to borrow money, and I did not take her money, then no half points dowry to me, I had to marry you that poor old man, now down the nerve to borrow money, you Yo! really when his beautiful? grandmother to just say nice to borrow money to please your friends! Mom goes on dirty looks at me,Discount UGG boots, swore to open: , how her daughter was not even care about her beauty and ugliness are the. Grandma left, and having a hard time up, leaving only her Why does Joe always see, do not care about my beauty? I look really attractive to her that did not it?
summer vacation in the past, Joe has never contacted me, so give up hope to understand, I completely lost the friend, or maybe, I've never really become her friend. With a lonely heart into high school life, I still withdrawn, and the family situation has changed gradually getting puzzled.
father on the mainland a letter to her granddaughter to send money back to her college, believed to be searched out Mom, Mom trouble at night to waking noise are gaping at curse, Dad can be dumb, I have no way of escape, and dawn, even I was admitted to the top of the joint entrance exam is to suffer an excuse to sell.
it, how do you think that? only you have the ability to study, right? hum! did not put the old man looked down on you, what you swagger swagger! the face and see me blankly then yells:
As for the father's daughter on the mainland, none of my Pishi! Maybe I really think if the mother is heartless, insensitive, or am I completely numb?
So much for her vicious sarcasm, anger tears, neither sympathy nor feel sad, dawn to die, he will be promoted to junior after the segment was assigned to classes, depressed heart have been enough, but also to listen to my mom crying all day: the mainland to get all the money up, and to her relatives who baby to college, he is looking down on you, you must pass the test identified. the camel back down, his face pain and impatience complex, despair and disdain, mother to the brother named dawn, but I suspect he had no days of clear air in the end of the day tomorrow? Even if the mother suffering wronged it! Why does she take her cross double negative to us? The tragedy of the times, but unfortunately not only is she ah!
Sky, much like life, his girlfriend is now paid a fixed, even the school holidays do not come back too often, when he came back too often when he was short of money, mother saw my brother was a smile, my brother sent him back to the guests time meters, higher than before the mother scolded us: private grievances nagging me: evil, terrible day thick with anger: did not hurt his white count was! rest of my life have to rely on the latter, the days of thick ... ... Probably because a mom, I particularly afraid of tough girls, especially as the mother crying and more aggressive and strange combination of ah! I think to be kept at a distance of light; read in high school, I certainly understand that the more mature the more I am particularly fond of the same sex preference delicate gentle, pleasant children, however, the more painful the more positive, with the shadow of family tension, I the habit of lying is not a result of growth and convergence, let their imagination with the ride effortless, lie cast a brick, piled out of a fictional castle, the reality of pain and frustration insulation in the strong, the expectations of the other within a comfort I can in their Happy, anyway, high school, students from various places, we do not know each other, family background, my parents transformed, became a well-off white-collar workers live, as I love, like no budget director, I love how prepared on how to row a lot, and half-truths, falsehoods.
lies, and finally incorporated as a part of life, throughout my life, I almost believe I was that happy people in the city children, but deep down always faint surprise sprang panic, as if Hold fast to what I hold, has been forced to go hand in hand to me.
high school are girls, so many girls get together, but no one I want, to want, I can only quietly dormant, like a hunting leopard, looking forward to prey there, and I is now clear: Love is an interactive relationship, did not respond to type unrequited love, the outcome can only be a tragedy, so I carefully and maintain an appropriate distance from the students, afraid of the wrong of the situation will vent my secret, I imagine a girl like me will be issued with radio waves, like me, we can attract to each other in the mundane world Peoples, find their own kind, but a semester in the past, between dreams and reality
tunnel, look no go to the day, only makes people more clearly see the reality of frustration and embarrassment, but to incompetence in a fantasy castle to the drilled, bogged down, unable to extricate themselves.
Games high bit semester, I participated in several competitions, because I grew up helping my mom to send boxes of soft drinks of beer, two, three pounds of rice I can Kangshang the second floor, the general How worthy of the flowers greenhouse used for rough work with my analogy, the students glance my vigorous, but assured a variety of sports competitions, sports, I only run one relay, also ran four hundred, also participated in the long jump, a rare spotlight of me, listening to the students in the hard court calling my name, Meng growled pumping the gas, Tao Tao in a little dizzy, but the price is so tired like a dog, finish the hundred, only can lie on the sidelines of the mouth open panting tired Bottled, big mouth. I did not get any ranking, the students are disappointed to leave, sorry about the wrong people, and no one to give voice to comfort me encouragement, I will head down between the legs and breathing, cursing the real girl, somehow I do not credit also has elbow grease ah! While I try to mix thoroughly the occasion of breath, as if something pulling me, calling me back, I found myself turned around, there really do not know when a girl standing quietly behind me, and thin skin is very white, the sun was not the kind of long pale law
very black hair, black and smooth, like to smoke in the light under the sun like a thicker more dense, like the two rows of eyelashes black curtain covered the sun, Let the dark shadow in its eyes, looks more depressed. I told her and smiled, she looked up staring at me, a powerful unknown force suddenly attracted my eyes, her beautiful heart wrenching, sad that her were thrilled, I can not take my eyes away from her, how someone a unique aura, the atmosphere was overflowing with sorrow? The combination of the Peony Pavilion is so perfect.
not careful it will be shattered. She sat down behind me, winked and smiled beautiful eyes always shallow,UGG boots, Kan Kan Yan Qing to describe a strange power flows over the whole body, like sleeping wedge rolling happy years in the ice sheet, melting into water sharing, can not help but flowing to her. World perfectly still, leaving only the eyes of our intercourse lingering mystery. And a collection of sharp pull of the whistle broadcast will develop together our fragmented world, I regret and feel to stand up before Postscript collapse appears to have more miles, involving thousands of water, with the desire of several robbery after a few lovers meet in the World Qingchi. Jim is also fragile flaccid paralysis in the ground, I reached out to her gently propped up, two people quietly to smile worth a thousand words, it is so, Zhan spontaneously came into my life, the two stars lonely heart, from the campus chasing each other, under the similar size-fits-back black dress in white, my eyes, no! My consonance can always capture that I miss the most is not why, only to glance at more, and Jim, as long behind the eyes, always in a timely manner back, give me a beautiful smile; heart, happiness like to come to full open. Lonely too long, first met when the rush of ecstasy ambiguous Nanfennanshe of passion sublimated into more, is not acceptable to secular love, even more a kind of martyr-like zeal.
my eyes open, staring at each class blackboard, head all the eyes of Jim, Jim's mouth, Zhan smiles, every word, layer upon layer to dance, blind to the grip I then developed a habit of constantly watch, the more breath closer to having a hard class, be it to save the bell rang, and I like the long pupal cocoon of the butterfly wings flying over the jungle hasty classroom, stop sinking, we agreed under the banyan tree,Bailey UGG boots, waiting to see my town on the day of the shadows and confused, absent-minded.
Zhan action is always so elegant and tranquil, as her name, cross-dress as she folded a cross to forward the hem like a black tulip blossoms, tulips of a whole family to open a floating slowly past, with my heart pounding beat of the rhythm of her, this is the greatest enjoyment, just class the suffering, all worth the long wait.
see, to that: she is a boyfriend. I flipped through, I feel very reluctant to rub off easily, want to rub together to unpleasant feeling. You angry now? Jealous now? I try to be brave, in fact, I was afraid and scared to death.
Imagine the home, very warm home.
still live at home good! as I live on campus every once a week to see family, eat bad food in schools, every time I have to swallow eyes closed, really want to craft Oh my mother! ... ... box wine, mother curses: Rough hands are a little busy feet thick can not help me, I am a man worked hard for this family ... ...
crack, the crack in the flesh which! pain, right? suddenly melted weakness, Dan Jue Zhang dizzy blood ruin, the deepest feelings of spiritual channel is completely open button to release the pain and tenderness of the long-term depression is repressed desires, until the bell rang suddenly realize that recovery from the passion has been wet lap , his face red hot places like orgasm. I am journeying Mimi Chan stood up and looked at asthma wavefront blush Yang is water, head down suddenly she walked the classroom Kuaibu Xiang, shocked, distressed long while before I thought of that old question: right? with Jim, and the difference is the addition of the past, my shadow, vague body entangled superposition of two ... ..., the overwhelming desire to come to my shock, I have been big mouth and inhaling, young minds thinking about Jim, think with Jim, think of how her lips to lick the tongue, thinking about how the skin under her uniform, smooth and delicate, thinking about her ups and downs of chest breathing is pink areola ... ...
me blush limp in his chair, high-Shu Ling kindly asked me: sections of the afternoon class, I rushed to meet the banyan tree, and often under the clear, no hit, I tried to suppress the urge to find someone her classroom, and we said yes, unless something happens, do not find people to each classroom . Did not see who had the strength to do the whole vent, a small ditch my heels, almost like a cross do not want to plunge the past, too little time together was too short, so the time together was sweet to a strong control the actions of my thoughts, I need more and more time together, dilute the intractable sticky, broke free from the plight of this tight-knit out of breath, or I'll miss because of death. After school, I depressed the home, dawn mystery of stopped me: her business, did not notice that I go home. of? so fierce, can not think of anyone dare to pursue, your last day to break the thick head, no one around here do not know. emotional stability, to avoid suspicion that he, and I half-jokingly, to cover up a guilty conscience: stationery distortions in the trash, like the thin skin wrinkled uniforms monkey. Thin skin for a long time did not see the monkey, do not know as yet not slovenly messy primary virtue that, I heard that he admitted the success of a good dog he was transported count, I really want to let him know I saw the love letter, the disdain of the expression, When the neighbors so long, does he not know that I was most likely to keep the pain of it? Ha ha! Salt eggs! Deserve!
before dinner, I have come to the front of my mom's money to see a little box, there are many thousand bills, business was very good today, Mom should be a good mood, I can cook good food today , while the mother eating grin on the occasion, I spoke up: I have to live on campus! Qingqing also live on campus, I want to live with the clear, I looked at no reaction mother continued: After dishes, I have not time to study, and there ah! dawn now puberty, about development, when not hungry for too long. The whole head is low down Grilled rice, bow down in his moments, but to look at me, deeply condemn me: Hey! Why do you involve me ah? You killed me! You!
mom was remarkable silent, only slowed down the action and take their food, rice is also more chewing mouth swallow several times before, his face could not see any particular expression, but the air density seems to be increasing, the atmosphere does not seem to Duijin Er, like the underground stream under the river surface, the surface smooth but hidden stormy sea.
matter whether the stop there? I think of Jim, a big wave emission courage, no! I have to live on campus, I think of a reason: , sleep on my bed, comfortable, and I will come back every Sunday ... ... others go on. still not recognized? my cattle and horses all day, like tired, there is no one understand me? not keep up with homework, do not read well, anyway, the money died Laohou only prepared to give his baby granddaughter to college, man ! even think about, where people are prepared for your copies, hum it also live on campus. do one thing, I must find out a way out. Did not think the father spoke back: know you! also flow out: what? to a death sentence for me ah? cry? Days before tomorrow morning to sneak under the pretext that to care stores, in fact refuge, the topic now, have deviated from the theme, I also intend to bugger wiped his mouth. patricide her blood feud of the enemy. the same with your father dare not admit,
Do not you want to move out die? ah? you think you say that I am afraid you? you think together with the old man, I Meizhe a? is not it? You filial dead thing! Say something! I totally did not say so. What bad things are considered I said, you have to quarrel to downtown, directed at me Well, sister, you go to read your book! called the morning my brother, parents are like this, right? People always are like a child, I watched the mother, a mother, could not help but sad, is love, why love is such a mix? Since it is love, why should hate stirred together, people can not endure? Mother is speechless with rage, she adopted the usual people in the soles of the feet, how worthy so that he straightened up to answer?
armies fighting flesh Competing on hold before the expansion of the surface tension to the extreme, explosive, and I took advantage of calm before the storm, quietly exit the brewing storm forming ring, dawn, and I looked at each other, heart to know belly out, this will be a super-strong typhoon. kitchen and a row of storefronts just across the shelf, although the above groceries packed layers, or no sound effects, two people called condemning, it is clear to the front, of course, also vaguely heard the grocery store, but to the neighbors reveal that: we come! Ding Luo another show begins!
father thick accent, as angry, speeding up a bit,UGG bailey button, but hard to follow.
. block back, or have been borrowed with the old, you are so many bank deposits, ragged children, and you save so much money what? with the mother of two children did not give her a satisfactory answer, she will fall into children Station together, give us a pernicious of all eyes, and cried big impressive advances, like the cry of Taiwanese opera was once like Life on a String: in the quarrel I Met Your Mother, Bo Yang noted that when the gate like a dung-like staring at a fly, stood two rows of people. Dad sighed and went upstairs, in the back of Dad's friends said: a man's face really be discreditable to him. I am very tired to look honestly in the crowd cried the mother of his misery, in fact, not only father, and even our children in front of people also feel ashamed, there are shares of Hatefury upset over again in my whole body came to light, if I was Father did not how good the mother of orphans! Orphanages are somehow better than our home.
flies heap, I saw the thin skin of the mother monkey, her hair neatly tied veteran head a tail, usually nothing will be on the point of face makeup, wearing a simple suit still touched upon, Popular with those in the tacky look to long-tongued old lady is not the same, but she gossip about people who break the bad habits of non-exactly the same as they'd like, partial She also consider themselves superior to others, parents of the West family of Eastern time is short, her micro- benches in a slight smile on the first tooth, said she was not like that these your friends, but ... ... can not you, it too can not see past her, sobbing in front of the mother when she exclaimed
tone remembered: Why let others see our family and old jokes? I went into the kitchen pulls out the garbage heap that letter of the 第一封情书 my life to see the content inside the ridiculous childish, so enjoy what should be a total queer son.
things over several days, I received a second thin skin monkey love letters, the contents of the letters is more stupid than the more nauseating; father and mother still does not speak, and no means to divorce, so that The noise did not intend to end, the results may be noisy quarrel itself, even less than the weight and significance, but for the neighbors free performances farce. Farce ended, and I just released the action of revenge, love letters monkey thin skin, was quite a few I copy and paste the poles and the district office's bulletin board, I was torn paste, posted and torn ... thin skin ... until one day the monkey's parents came to the door. They will be a door taken off a few of shredded paper from the wall Wang Zhuoshang Yishuai: sound out, and my heart has been the end: foul language, but now white with rage, the father of Ren Zhaoqi thin skin monkey said: the whole of his? I have not said how he fix me blanket. ? ah damn you, Lee mother a look of disapproval, Pie Zhaozui angle, buck teeth more obvious: Operators get even better. D Angel, do you think you Who? What is your swagger? Pungent virtues like you,
closure? a? hum, and other richer, what he dared not admit, say it did not. I did not write? did not write strange! I was a book by his day, a very, very annoying, such an unwise move. an indifferent too stubborn, in fact, is not something to take also. Ma Pei Zhaoxiao: will burn, so okay? There will be a mockery of a child arrived, and everyone in my family do not buy a ticket to long-term bullish
play! So get mad, not later than three years, thin skin monkey probably never dreamed his primary misdemeanors, will go to high school when it shall be punished for it? Ha ha!
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