love a rainy night running

 I love a rainy night running and knocked in Lianpang raw so raw so the rain, and rain mixed with tears, wandering into the behind, I can not see, only forward, in front of traffic lights I do not know about heaven or hell. I was just going, do not know the end, do not know expected. coffers that tall buildings do not know if my heart still register, how to respect you forever hidden, but also How I wish in front of your shadow, even a vague, blinking under the eyes, empty, silent cry that is so desolate, lonely for you I would miss the good mind to go is your image, full of , and can not tolerate other bit by bit.
quiet lake near my dearest friends, remember that you go see the sea birds, was to decide his life to care for you. thinking to see you stand under the Seaview Garden to my joy, then I can not always go early to make you hard to miss. think of the night lying on my arm as you always sleep so easy. think about the co-pilot sitting next to you silent, I always make you happy words to stir up, or help you out no more. thinking of you in that kingdom, I did not do that with you exciting game, you pouted like a baby scene. think of too many too much. moment, my world changed, all changed, and only love for you has not changed, but even more strongly.
I know, simplify love you, there is no moment, will not let me keep This does not affect the illusion of love, hard suffering, longing.
are now only waiting for you in silence, another space is falling, and I wait for you.
2008-08-11 | Long time SMS
Wuhu today to look at cars, and after my cousin's children to bathe. a few years did not swim, and now the body is also large as before, and before that kind of endurance all gone, not a tour will be to tired, sitting on the river to see these kids playing, lit a cigarette thinking about my quiet, and now I think he is also a time to eat, is ah cousin back home I went to the night I 'll be back into the mountains, just back up for dinner, static call came, I gave him back to the past, she did not take, does she wonder how I had it? really scary. read the text message she sent me know what she meant.
a long time, she first said to me, from her reading between the lines, I can feel is so real, I am very pleased, go hide in a corner crying ``````. New back table and said something to the table her husband, let me sadly sadness for a long time, I looked down to eat in silence, after the leave in a hurry, set foot on the back of the train, I feel a long absence, this train, so I think many, many rely on In the window, thinking about her, in front of scenes, I know this feeling will be as I have been waiting for you, waiting for the arrival of God moved on the day, the day I'll stand there waiting for you where ``````, blurred eyes, heart, cool, tears dripping on my back, gently cut open my hand, wrote a town, there are a lot of mountain walking, etc. I love to go finish that mountain, and I saw the baby's room, [[off today, do not know why but it felt like time flies so slow, like you, take advantage of son wrapped around my work, see if you can not help but secretly ran up to the distance of you, please feel I think you? you are thinking of me.]], how could I not think of you? or I come from that piercing pain? I always remembered you, but I would like to restrain myself, and disturb you, fear of affecting your mood, for fear of your life now chaos. I had to restrain myself . Baby You're misunderstanding me, my thoughts have emerged with tears, I have to hide from, and only their own taste with this sad lonely, now I'm living for you, for the love alive, waiting for living, all All just waiting for you to comfort, help me find my true self, my passion, my life, my baby you do not throw it to hell, I'm really afraid, and now feel good incompetence, is zombie.
Whether you are patronizing me, or you said. Baby you do not think about it, I did not feel that, true or false, but for me not think about it, I think I love you, is you that I miss, I miss my mind is the little woman. what's not important to me, the important thing is that I have to carry love you, guarding you give me love, let it come the day of the new passion burning in my heart the new jump.
really deep night, and today I read your message I am very happy that I Henzhi Zu, and I love you so simple, my the rest of life will love this simple. Although I love to pieces, but I know you will make me put together, I said, right? baby. I wait for you, let life go wait waiting for you to light that lights my heart!
quiet, late, and somewhat guilty of addiction, and I have to get back, not out ugly, can not give you tonight I keep dreaming.
love you , quiet!!!
2008-08-09 | Life is so simple
weekend tomorrow, and I think you and your family to go there to play, go to your brother home, go to your parents house, I do not know, the evening you with a happy home. He will give you cook, you have many happy ah! you watch TV after dinner, you snuggle in beside him, or watching his son learned acting school, the whole family together jolly. it really let others envy. son sleep, you and he said returning to the whispers, he now knows how to treat you, and know how to love you.
in this I secretly cry, baby. is not it bother you . May your family be happier.
2008-08-09 | Today, everyone happy, but only I?
survive the period of uncomfortable night, came to this town cafe farther than planned, and today I low I come down, I want to vent under their own to such a little piece of heaven and earth belongs to me, there are always a place where I belong, I write to you, I shed tears, and his only you know now, today I have not the past of me, my soul was mutilated.
each text message made me cry, make me sad.
fact, I know you, love is over, you good friends or just basic family was afraid I would hurt you, and so on, when you often mention these, I Xinrudaojiao, baby, I'll do you say that? I was hurting myself, do not will go to hurt you, let alone your family. I was in your eyes now Would not things. but I thank you for helping me with that dream, I will abandon it. I know this dream will shattered that day, but I am willing to right there, waiting for your arrival. actually I lie to myself Bale, right, you said today, The . I can do now is hiding in the dark, dank corner of the wrap around my love, waiting, waiting is not your coming, but the end of my life. baby no matter what good care I love this, this is Finally, I only do, and I have nothing, I am also in unconsciously sacrificed all my. In the end, all resistance had asked me, I really do not come out against, I need support points, even for I sat for a moment, but the feelings and love, did not let me stay, let me further and further away, desolate heart with pain, behind the accusations and cry against, with his own shadow, slowly disappeared in the horizon end. where you're waiting for me.
you to tell me he good to you, I'm really happy, I know you and he did not take the exchange before I started, when you choose, I I believe your choice is right, otherwise I was passing, his replacement, I do not regret it, that is, if the point is like a long time. really even multi-point, but for me to understand the feelings you had, I am now experiencing. really wish you a happy family well-being.
I decided today will no longer bother you, make you carefree life, I do not want you to worry, or inconvenient, and finally this is my CD one can do for you out.
so you're not happy, or he is gone, you are willing to come to me, I'll wait for you, so you life. take care of my baby, my love.
2008-08-02 | Happy birthday
I was wrong, give me a shout, a wish me happy birthday.
Thank you, baby, love you.
2008-08-02 | life belongs to you < br> She gave me a message, and do not know what happened, maybe then reprove, then vent, I am willing to accept, I just want to ease her heart, her good mood, I am satisfied. I do only so much, such as what else should I do promise, baby talk to you, even if it is dead, I'm willing.
Today is my birthday, I give myself just to celebrate, you and me been to, and not so romantic, nor have been so excited, but also not so happy, and now I know it is illusory, is fallen, but the only thing I can contact with you time. I also right there, and today I poor health, felt to be sick, I have feelings, and now poor physical condition, it does not matter, power power, you by my side, I Henzhi Zu. Though costs big point, although there woke up, I willing.
to the way in Internet cafes, it was raining, I walked further and further slow, simply sit at the street edge of a cliff, feeling under the rain for me, is to accompany me cry, cry my grievances , cried my pain, crying my love. I look forward to days, dark, street lights in the rain is so clear, on the street is empty, broken time and space, is the switching point, is ah, bright everything so clear translucent, I belong to the upper part of the dark, I fall, live in the darkness of the soul, ethereal fantasy, there is no body of life, I was a Ying stone, burning in the atmosphere, the more nearly from the ground, my body more and more small, come from the demise of the body without the soul, then I can see I love wandering, wandering around, with sadness, with a blessing, but these feelings have no life, no thought, no soul only endless drift. I write to you, I have the slightest fear, I fear the end of life, I was afraid no one you speak, no one complained, no world laughs with you frolic.
then I just can look at you, can not help you, only let the soul do not know how to cry cry blame, then I can not do anything crazy, you must take good care of yourself, love yourself, value your life belongs to you .
2008-08-01 | After only, you may think of you.
just talk, said she was not happy, I really can not explain, I was crazy, hate myself, why , you drill a little bit? Why not look at text to understand? Why I can not stand in the position to understand? Why do not you think deeply? too much why? too much frustration, too more pain, too many thoughts, or too much, I can not explain, but I know I love you.
then I can not bother her, let her calm, her peace of mind, Happy people enjoy the freedom to enjoy the warmth of the family. baby I can do.
I suddenly decided I'm not going to work, I went to were things to do for me now.
baby, I love you.
2008-07-31 | this love, only one person I love you right there
, would like to briefly point, love you, want to be more mad hot, love you, like subtle point, love you, also like the conservative point. This is just me think.
I have you engraved in my heart for any corner, if death comes to my head, my greatest hope is that you can wrap around your face folder tell you that I really love you, love you without any distractions, in the past, today is the future too. I also want to Wong Kam entrusted with you, in that case, I will not have any nostalgia, this world . and if God give me this opportunity, this is my only confession confession to you, you're my baby, you are my favorite. my own tears were not impressed by this choice, my intentions have changed This reality can not, so right there that I can only love, no one knows the meaning of love, and more no one understand me, for you, I still do not know how to cherish, not to forgive you. I really Upset, but not to give vent to, nowhere to tell. This is now the real me, maybe you one day you will understand me, know me, but all our time to conquer the pain, did not give opportunity for us to enjoy, to be experienced. Maybe as you get older, you happen to think of me, but I have been in another world, you can not declare, I will be more sad cry. love in my life, stay in the tick, I'll Take care of it, If you ever need it, you come to me, I will love you as it was, like, hurt you, will protect you, you make fried noodles, to keep your dream, you noisy, wrapped around you with, for you to be a small woman. to be a typical small woman.
2008-07-31 | I would like to intoxicate themselves
me again tonight, I know I miss her, no way, not phone can not do, I can only intoxicate themselves, let myself in that misty illusory, where I was real with you, you snuggle at my side, my happiness did not know how to say , what is what they want, this is really fantastic. I need, great need, because it makes me still feel you by my side, I am fallen, I am dead, as long as you're near me, and now even unreal, I willing.
I have just looked at her room, she wrote something that I become so strange, I can not explain, baby you're going home, I need to do now is, can not bother you, can not so you are not happy, in fact, you know? how much I miss you, how much love you, you can not feel. I really buried deep in the heart that only you alone to experience only the pain, the pain I've fallen . the pain I have lost its way, but I want to tell you, as long as you're near me, and now even unreal, I wish.
she said Wong Kam, I cross the tears flow, what can I say? I How I wish you were her mother, today you said, I am stable, and took him around, do not I do not want it? There are many things that I can about it? No, I have lost all yesterday, you did not give me a chance, what else can I do? I only like the right there this bleak love, I can only wish you happy alone, I can only pray for happiness for you in silence. As for me, have lost soul, lost self, as long as you're near me, and now even if it is unreal, I wish.
at this time can not change the three have what I want, what they represent, are the words that tell the truth, is a blessing, is a prayer, what is it?
2008-07-31 | this is how?
Today I went back to Xuancheng, do not know what to do, will work a few days, I blame my heart strange taste, and my baby just QQ said, and she also happy for me, I can make her happy, I was very excited and said she did not want me to call, say something QQ, rumors, and my heart very sad, she is also care about me.
I suddenly not want to go to work, really, how is this, and I in the end this is how, I can not explain how quickly took my baby Forgot? I can not believe I say something, but can not tell, can not express themselves, this is how it? She said I will always be good friends, these words makes me feel like a term on the communication .
2008-07-30 | This is a long-lost joy!
candidates today I did it, I am very sad heart, this broken-hearted is inexplicable. most of them are you, and more hope You can share the joy of this long absence, ah! but it is a snap happy!!!
2008-07-30 | can not change the
night want to write, I did not expect to meet my love, do not know how she still up to now, is waiting for me? I do not think about her blog was no more, I know for her all over, but I told her that my brains. Believe it or not matter whether she I will guard this love, waiting for her. even the dreary life, I waited.
today to say something, eh, all upset, but I am still very happy because I and my love to speak, I am very happy, though I was nothing in her mind, he went home, at least when she was my best friend, I was very thankful.
I love you baby, his life love you.
Tonight, we said that the time can prove everything, huh, huh.
issue is not discussed, only the address, so time to see who consume, and who is wrong, all my time waiting for , and love you, so can only wait until the end of life, so I do not need proof that I can love you for life, can not be changed.
2008-07-29 |
days coming off the assembly line time and to light, I have down, I'm a disagreeable man, they still take a good conscious, I'm afraid to see you on the line, want to talk to you, but disturb your good mood yesterday you home, is not very happy, congratulations, you did it, happiness is determined to give you the people, in fact, probably already know you XX painstaking efforts of the. so you will be very happy, in Canada there is a child, I really envy you, if it is me, I will be happy to until, I do not know what to describe. ah ~ ~ ~
This, to me, it is like a boat adrift in the sea, With the roll of the waves, carried by the wind it. I looked at your picture, I'm so sad, a sizeable sad. ah ~ ~ ~
do not talk about that, his good care of yourself. love you baby. I'll give you prayers.
2008-07-29 | no heart
Today I went to Wuhu, and get off after looking around, I think that is strange also familiar with the city, where to go, I am at a loss, the first is to put the forgotten something, I can find work, they can go to the effort. let me alone to work hard, and I insist on the most important thing now, what does not insist, it will last, it will start over. < br> I thought to myself has been empty, write their feelings or something, because I did not mind.
2008-07-29 | Bless you
I think she had slept, perhaps not sleep, around The man may hold her warm, she may also snuggles him, quiet night, maybe they have to talk about. comforted each other, encouraged each other, new life back into the past.
baby, at this time I wish you silently in the distance, always happy, peaceful and healthy.
2008-07-28 | I have chosen a simple
last year this time, my life changed, I fell in love I am now in my heart love, I gave up all, is already tired of my life and work, desperate to her there, she was in my mind is the perfect woman, but also a sad woman. do not know if I could see he did not see she looked very thoroughly, and so on with her life time, I found I was wrong, in fact, she was deeply love the original home stream, and I often talk about XX, that hung in her face warm, I just avoid crying, though she did not say lips my previous life, regardless of disgraceful, but still from time to time and I talk about, I was very confused, because I love her, no place to vent, there are unspeakable heart pain, I can choose to leave, I saw tears to the eyes, I decided to live with to be with her, and she also paid a lot of our work, life, company, etc., pressure, both of us breathless gas, I can not change her big woman, she just want a small woman, I did not went to change her. I'm afraid to hurt her, that was my most reluctant, and I restrained its own personality, to control my all. I can to love it. The most important that we look forward to the future, we are a family of four, maybe five is not the happy life, I often think about here, my heart was filled, so efforts to do his to the best.
life and feelings, or let me load operation without the focus of my place to vent, I miss home, miss my WANG Jin, I would like to hide these feelings, afraid she knew the sad, the Chinese New Year , and for her to go home, I had to select the wandering, lonely Guowanchunjie own, I want the company to do it, but I lose power, then I met another woman, and slowly she became my vent objects. and so every time I adjusted to his new date, once again suppressed love me, and I never get sick of me, sick, often suffering is such a piece together, I struggled, but also a need to significant, but so does not help, we finally entered a vicious circle, and she knew the woman, she said she could not accept he kept, and we talked a lot, finally I chose to leave helpless, I am suffering sad. but not do not accept all this. is really very sad but also very lonely heart, I left with a sick, left my loved ones.
I wanted to express my vernacular that, I do not want people do not understand , but in fact a simple point like, love love I share with her, but I love that she is still not share with me, even she did not understand, maybe she knows what all know, the cruel fact that I only to face. but I deeply loved her, how she dared me, destroyed me in the end she chose to go home, I actually already knew this day. By now, I have to suspect that I was passing, I am a clown, but I still Tangran's accepted, without any blame, there is no trace of hatred, is actually very simple, I love her more than love themselves, above all, but I began to inexplicably fall, this is how I'm not such a person, and the death yesterday, I met Mimi, I see, I love a good living for this. This is now really simple. to love this simple, silent Wait, I know that it is not possible, I just want to abandon.
Today I'm going to similar places, and perhaps she had forgotten, but I want to do it, do the do, baby you beloved of my life, I started to say, I say now, after I say that everything might be so pale and weak, but I think, time to go to prove it, though her mind may have not important, but I want God to know my love is beginnings and ends. even if a person alone to grow old, I would like, then I can never forget that my love for painting a full stop of the.
2008 -07-28 | second life
I just pass around from death, I jumped in the water, I woke up, not confused, I suddenly know a lot, and I know her intentions, her well-meaning, yes, this time I'm really wrong, that is, until now she love me, understand me, help me, how do I like? I Huanran want to do something, but what does not need I do it, only thing is I get better, waiting for her.
Yes, no matter what the deadline, I wait for her, this is the way she can forgive me. baby I said, right? Although you do not know how I was, perhaps I really lost hope, but you still think I'm better.
I know, today I went to work.
2008-07-27 | bless your life < br> I decided to go you that, I will use my life to protect you, to hurt you, love you.
I want you to feel like the happiest woman.
I want other women envious, jealous of my baby.
I love you ~ never ~~~~~< br> This is where I'm going to say you are, can not achieve.
all my fault, do not know treasure.
I will silently out of here with you, this is the still life
you're better, too happy, I am very thankful.
really, baby, I love you, bless you.
2008-07-27 | I have a place to avoid
to write about myself, I do not want to have lost even this. I'm sorry I opened this blog. In the past, where you writing, and some are afraid you can not read, there is fear of affecting your mood, so writing is not so profound. Now this is a small piece of the sky of my own.
I can actually write their own, and nothing to take into account , and let their vent.
secretly let me love you here, guarding you.
2008-07-27 | addicts!
woke up, or is lost, it is how, how I suck that stuff, but it feels good, I woke up yesterday and now you belong to me, the real me, before I do not believe, now I know the secret of this thing, really amazing, I waited a long absence, the joy, my illusion of you communicate with me, and I love, I feel is so real. are like real life. is to wake up, I still have to then the pain, I know tonight you will also come. as long as you I would fall. Maybe this is the only thing I can have it your way, and I feel good, I do not need to bother you, you live in my life, I know why there are thousands millions of people taking it.